It might be time to end my aerial career. I just can't cope anymore with group classes. I'm so tired of seeing new students sail past me. I'm tired of making myself go 3x/week and seeing very little progress. I'm tired of not being able to do one.single.inversion. Perhaps some bodies were not meant for aerials. Bodies like mine. Fat, weak, terribly inflexible.
I've cancelled the upcoming workshop I signed up for. No more group classes...well, I have one more in my account bank. It's too late to cancel private for July. So I'll cancel for August.
I gave it a solid try. I just don't want this turning toxic for me like derby.
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