Sunday, March 6, 2016

Discouraged

Feeling incredibly discouraged. It's like my whole life, I'm bad at what I want to be good at. I feel so clunky and awkward hooping. Not at all graceful. My bigger hoop makes body hooping easier, but it's so hard off body. It's too big and heavy. I tried using that yellow thinner hoop that's the same diameter...just as hard. I can't even shoulder hoop standing still. I can't transition well. My brain doesn't understand where the hoop can and can't go. My arms can't support the weight.

I'm just so bad at it. Still. It's not coming easily. It's not fun.

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