stupid ball

Ball is just...not there. Like the first time I ever tried a straddle mount was eleventy million percent better than my ball. There's something not clicking. Especially to the top. And so yes, I'm whining again. There are all sorts of moves unavailable to me simply because I can't invert into a little ball to the top of the hoop. I'm running out of ways to pose in and under the hoop without that. It's frustrating.

I can do pretty moves like this...

and this...

but no ball...