I've had quite the rough week. No aerials. Saturday was so warm, I hooped outside. I felt amazing. I took video. Like, this is awesome, my skills are awesome, this video I get to watch will be awesome. And I'll post it to my blog.
I watched it. I didn't like what I saw.
Nope. Ugh. I was disgusted with both my skills and my body. It plagued me all week. So...until I can watch myself without thinking dark thoughts, I'll just stick to hooping off camera. It should matter most how it feels. Logically, I know this. The heart isn't always logical.
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